I'm a lost world now,
I don't even know where I stand anymore,
I don't even understand this feeling of disappointment in myself.

Things are just fucked up,
and I don't even know what's the stuff that's fucked up.
And I don't even know why I'm crying;
I'm just angry, sad, and disappointed.

I can't take any of in any more.
and I'm falling apart,
I can't put up that happy front again and smile
and say yes everything is alright.

Laugh as though nothing bothers me;
the world is just a joke to me...
Everything was a sick joke played on me.

and I'm just tired of everything.
I just need to run away.
away from all this things pulling me down;
sucking the soul out of me as the days pass by.

I swear I'm going crazy,
one moment I'm laughing and the next I'm crying my eyes out.

Who am I?
Where's the Sabiruna I knew?
I don't even understand or know myself any longer...

C.H.A.N.G.E

1) Hit the tracks and gym again.
2) Dye hair Black.
3) Thin hair.
4) RED lipstick!
5) EYELINER!
6) MASCARA!

YEAH MFs!!!!!

I can say it,
countless of times,
FOR I LOVE YOU.
YES I DO!

I love looking at you smile whilst you sleep:)
and your stoink-ed face as you wake up in the morning.

I just love you la.
Ok!
haha:)

Favourite Surah.

So when the servant says: ‘Al-Hamdulillaahi Rabb-il-‘Alameen’ , Allaah says: ‘My servant has praised Me.’

And when he says: ‘Ar-Rahmaan-ir-Raheem’ , Allaah says: ‘My servant has extolled Me.’

And when he says: ‘Maaliki-yawm-id-Deen’ , Allaah says: ‘My servant has honored Me.’

And when he says: ‘Iyyaaka Na’bdu wa Iyyaaka Nasta’een’ , Allaah says: ‘This is between Me and My servant and My servant will have what he asks for.’

And when he says: ‘Ihdinaas-Siraat-al-Mustaqeem. Siraat-aladheena an’amta ‘alaihim. Ghairil-Maghdoobi ‘alaihim wa lad-Daalleen’ , Allaah says: ‘This is for My servant and for My servant will be what he asks for.’ " [Reported by Muslim]

Say it again:)

The thing about love,
is I never saw it coming.
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise.

Move in a little closer,
take it to a whisper:)

Say it again,
say it again.

Thing about you,
is that you know just how to get me.
The thing about me,
is that I really want to let you,
open that door and walk into my life :)

And it feels like it's the first time,
that anybody's ever brought the sun without rain.
And never in my whole life,
have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name:)

I love it when you say my name:)
Cause I love it when people close to me call me sabiruna.
Not everyone calls me sabiruna:)

Nothing.

1) shuffle your music to shuffle mode
2) press next for each ques, and right down the song title
3) no matter how lame the ans is, just write it down.HEE!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Choo Choo - Artic Monkeys

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
The Climb- Miley Cyrus (I dont like Miley but the lyrics in the song is awesome!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
That's just What I Like- Paradiso Girls Ft. Will.I.Am

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
I am Stretched on Your Grave- Sinnead O Connor

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Smile- Lily Allen

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Dance,Dance- Fall Out Boy

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
The Blower's Daughter- Damien Rice

WHAT IS 2+2?
Poker Face- Lady Gaga (mamamamama) LOL.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Save You- Simple Plan

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
If You were My Girl- Kevin Lyttle (:D)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Dancin' In The Moonlight- Toploader

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Some Kinda Rush- Booty Luv

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Stand By Me- John Lennon (come die with me) LOL!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Dilemma- Nelly Ft. Kelly Rowland

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Lovebug- Jonas Brothers (only song I love from them)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Lemon Tree- Fool's Garden

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Making Love Out of Nothing At All- Air Supply (wah power sia I can make love VIRTUALLY!!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
We Got The Beat- The Go-Gos

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Teardrops on My Guitar- Taylor Swift
(suckiest feeling is loving someone and having to see them love someone else): )

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Forever- Chris Brown
( used to be my message ringtone for "him" )

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Shoulda Let You Go- Keyshia Cole
( SO TRUE!)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Already Gone- Kelly Clarkson
):

HAIZ.
time to start another long day; I can't wait to spend some quality time with baby and also gfs.
Now I get a taste of the working life and I can't believe I'm gonna face this for the next 4 decades in my life. I shall say I'm all in for an early retirement.

"I'm a train-wreck in the morning, I'm a bitch in the afternoon, every now and then without warning I can be really mean toward you, I'm a puzzle yes indeed ever complex in every way and all the pieces aren't even in the box, yet you see the picture clear as day; I don't know why you love me and that's why I love you; catch me when I fall; Accept me flaws and all"

"I neglect you when I'm working, when I need attention I tend to nag. I'M A HOST OF IMPERFECTION AND YOU SEE PASS ALL THAT."

" You see potential in all my flaws and that's exactly what I mean"

~ and that's why I love you.

You found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
- How could I be a parent without even going through the process to be one??

Do you currently have a crush on someone? Or any feelings at all?
- Nah.

What would you do if you walked in on your best friend having sex?
- WAH!!! *stares and decides should I watch or leave* then walk away.

Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
- I doubt they'd do such a thing; they're my best friend for a good amount of reasons.

What do you miss most about the past?
- Fighting with reen and siha in class.

Did you kiss anyone this summer?
- does in S'pores' humid weather count?

Are you listening to music right now?
- No.

Is any part of you sad at all?
- yeah. idk why.

Do you miss someone right now?
- YES.

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
- (:

Which friend of yours is most similar to you?
- (:

What would be the first thing you would do with 100,000 dollars?
- IDK. sit and organise the money.

Can you commit to one person?
- (:

Are you a mean person?
- If it calls for me to be one.

How bad are heartbreaks?
- Ouh they're nothing; no harm.

Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?
- uhuh.

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
- my bf la; why? LOL! *ok im sleepy*

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
- nothing to complain about.

Is your room ever clean?
- has to be clean!

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
- Anything is ok go to me; but sometimes i like a one-to-one quality time.

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
- Hell yeah!!!!!!!!

Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
- lots of times.

Are you ticklish?
- unfortunately very.

How often do you listen to music?
- when i feel like it.

Do you trust all your friends?
- only a foolish man would trust all and end up getting hurt in the end.

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
- I never do mean it; cause truth be told I care too much; that I don't care is just non-existent in my life.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- maybe.

Did you say "f--k" today?
- amazingly its a no for today.

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails ?
- lips and nails.

Look to the left. What catches your eye first?
- Candle flame.

What was the last thing you ordered at Mcdonalds?
- Double cheeseburger.

Are you thinking about someone right now?
- yeah.

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
- yeah man!

Are any of your close friends virgins?
- Yes.

What are your plans for tomorrow?
- Shooting.

How much money's in your bank account?
- KOSONG!

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
- yes and no.