I'm a lost world now,
I don't even know where I stand anymore,
I don't even understand this feeling of disappointment in myself.

Things are just fucked up,
and I don't even know what's the stuff that's fucked up.
And I don't even know why I'm crying;
I'm just angry, sad, and disappointed.

I can't take any of in any more.
and I'm falling apart,
I can't put up that happy front again and smile
and say yes everything is alright.

Laugh as though nothing bothers me;
the world is just a joke to me...
Everything was a sick joke played on me.

and I'm just tired of everything.
I just need to run away.
away from all this things pulling me down;
sucking the soul out of me as the days pass by.

I swear I'm going crazy,
one moment I'm laughing and the next I'm crying my eyes out.

Who am I?
Where's the Sabiruna I knew?
I don't even understand or know myself any longer...

C.H.A.N.G.E

1) Hit the tracks and gym again.
2) Dye hair Black.
3) Thin hair.
4) RED lipstick!
5) EYELINER!
6) MASCARA!

YEAH MFs!!!!!

I can say it,
countless of times,
FOR I LOVE YOU.
YES I DO!

I love looking at you smile whilst you sleep:)
and your stoink-ed face as you wake up in the morning.

I just love you la.
Ok!
haha:)

Favourite Surah.

So when the servant says: ‘Al-Hamdulillaahi Rabb-il-‘Alameen’ , Allaah says: ‘My servant has praised Me.’

And when he says: ‘Ar-Rahmaan-ir-Raheem’ , Allaah says: ‘My servant has extolled Me.’

And when he says: ‘Maaliki-yawm-id-Deen’ , Allaah says: ‘My servant has honored Me.’

And when he says: ‘Iyyaaka Na’bdu wa Iyyaaka Nasta’een’ , Allaah says: ‘This is between Me and My servant and My servant will have what he asks for.’

And when he says: ‘Ihdinaas-Siraat-al-Mustaqeem. Siraat-aladheena an’amta ‘alaihim. Ghairil-Maghdoobi ‘alaihim wa lad-Daalleen’ , Allaah says: ‘This is for My servant and for My servant will be what he asks for.’ " [Reported by Muslim]

Say it again:)

The thing about love,
is I never saw it coming.
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise.

Move in a little closer,
take it to a whisper:)

Say it again,
say it again.

Thing about you,
is that you know just how to get me.
The thing about me,
is that I really want to let you,
open that door and walk into my life :)

And it feels like it's the first time,
that anybody's ever brought the sun without rain.
And never in my whole life,
have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name:)

I love it when you say my name:)
Cause I love it when people close to me call me sabiruna.
Not everyone calls me sabiruna:)