this feeling inside.

i don't know why,
but a certain calmness resided in me as i saw that smile on her face again.
She is the epitome of a housewife.
i admire her and i love her to the core.
She is BEAUTIFUL in every way!
never would i have met a stronger figure.

I see life in her,
and i learn from her.
i shan't forget today as she embraced me in the mini van,
then she kissed my cheeks and forehead.
i started to tear but i dare not cry in front of her.

her eyes were red too,
somehow i knew i wouldn't be seeing her for a long time now.
so it was our goodbye.

it was great to sit in that hall again,
this time with the awesome task of separating dried out beansprouts from their shells(:

I love just listening to her,
telling me stories of yesterdays,
and how lazy you've been lately..
to the fact that you left a lil sambal goreng in the pot cause you didnt want to wash it(:
and the littlest things she does makes me smile in every way,
i love to see her smile.

i laughed.
and how i adore your little brother.
haha!
he was like KAKAK!
*eyes wide open(:

it just hurt,
this silly feeling inside,
but i will call from time to time.
for i love her like my own mother.

"Belajar rajin-rajin Nana, jangan rindu-rindu cik"
-sabiruna

Ya Allah, bestow upon this lovely lady strength and health and always keep her in my heart and mind. one day with Your will Ya Allah, reunite us again.
amin.