"I'll sing it one last time for you,
if you really have to go."
pardon my disappearance from the surface of this web page,
my days have been fine so far,
I have been blessed with a group of fun loving people.
Recently I've lost my soul again,
something from the past has come back to haunt me,
seizing its chances upon me,
But I won't let it in,
for I no longer know how to love,
and I fear this word much too much.
I've had visions of you endlessly,
to top it all that bad dream wasn't a great help at all.
I won't even know why I still care nor bother,
Despite the cold harsh fact
that I am no longer part of you.
You've moved on so quickly,
It's just a shock to me.
and it has scarred me.
Ouh foolishness spare me this time round,
I'm neither looking for love nor sympathy,
I just want to lead a normal ordinary life,
I'm just out to achieve my goals.
It's not healthy,
but I've gone strong,
I no longer tear on the thought of you,
yet I shan't deny the fact that my heart aches
each time it hears your name.
a thousand lies has made it colder; but I'll still look at things the same way I did before.
-sabiruna.
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