I wanna cruise with flowers in my hair!

Outsider wedding's escort was a blast(:
It was just nice to see a whole stretch of bikes on the road;
it was awesome.

and indeed it is a small world;

and can I say that Mayhem is simply awesome(;

Qouted by Shahrul: Mayhem! Nombor hanya angkah; Jiwa mesti ada!

haha:)

With Love.

I've been trying to find the right words to say;
and write.
Yet somehow I know;
nothing I say nor do will ever sum up to the things I wished
I could sometimes say or do.

It'd take me an eternity to tell you how I feel;
for it'd be equivalent to infinity.

You amaze me;
confuse me.

It's hard for me to say I love you;
It used to be so easy.

However,
finally now,
I realized why it'd been so hard for me to tell you;
it's the fact that "I love you" seems so sacred now.
It isn't something.
It isn't just anything.

I don't wanna say it too many a time;
I don't want it to ever lose it's magic;
it's meaning.

Uncertainties lie ahead;
ironic isn't it:)
adaptations and ever-changing directions;
love fuels life;
sometimes love kills.

I'm speechless;
(:

p.s. I miss janguty! and your thick hair :) haha well at least both of them will grow back eventually. Anyhow; I still like you just they way you are =)

<3

Just kill me,
and end it all off,
give me a quick and sudden death,
I don't wanna live no more.

I'm frustrated with myself,
utterly dissapointed- beyond words;
all talk no action;
that's me.

AND im sick of myself!

Serve with pride and dedication.

I was going through my stuff in the wee hours of the night;
when I came across this plastic bag;
Curious I opened it up;

In it I found the cadets appraisals from 4th ADC.
I sat silent reading it;
Memories slowly coming back;
and I smiled.

It'd finally hit me;
after all these years;
the only reason I'd stayed on was for the fact that;
I could have the opportunity to share even the littlest amount
of my knowledge with the cadets.

It was never about the rank nor status for me;
It had always been about the cadets.

And I swear I do miss those times dearly;
and I do hope that with this little amount of time;
I'd be able to go back to help in camps again.

I was looking for the SSC appraisals and I guess I did leave it in my locker;
with my no.3 in HQ.
I will be back.

Nothing is much more satisfying then that feeling when it
comes to the end of the day;
you know you've tried your very best to teach;
and learn at the same time.

and that is what it had and has always been for me.

I will always be white bar Cadet Officer Sabiruna;
and I'm proud of it;
for I know that it's when I'm the closest link to the cadets;
and that's when I'm the happiest(:

November Smiles.

Before November;
30th October 2009
We the awesome class of T1A1 and T1A2 FSV students;
dressed up for Halloween to school:D

It was way too cool!

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went out with gfs(;
like finally!!!!
wee!


The dare;
a poisonous concoction
of cinnamon powder; whipped cream; caramel; chocolate powder;
Sugar; milk; water; creamer and vanilla powder!
muahaha!


By the end of the day a group picture:D

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Mayhem's 1st Anniversary(:
met faizee!!!!
played with tum tum(;

and finally washed raphael:D

He was apek for the day;
and I was nyonya;
imagine 2 bags of packet mee on a bike;
hahahaha!

really funny.
The BBQ was great fun(:
and it was superbly nice nice nice:D

<3

HAPPY NOVEMBER!

1st November 2009

It's such a lovely way to start the whole month of November(:
An impromptu double movie date with my parents;
at Plaza Singapura,
Their blessings for Raphael(:

Shawarma at Arab Street plus sisha,
Faizee went went all crazy with the red bandana,
dang we're entertainment to people I guess(:

Thanks Mami and Papa for the LOVELY day(:

AND FAIZEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
thanks for the *awesome day yow(:

*opens up silat move*

haha!

a day I shall forever remember,
man this is like my first time!
haha and I still can't believe it'd all had happen(:

<3