With Love.

I've been trying to find the right words to say;
and write.
Yet somehow I know;
nothing I say nor do will ever sum up to the things I wished
I could sometimes say or do.

It'd take me an eternity to tell you how I feel;
for it'd be equivalent to infinity.

You amaze me;
confuse me.

It's hard for me to say I love you;
It used to be so easy.

However,
finally now,
I realized why it'd been so hard for me to tell you;
it's the fact that "I love you" seems so sacred now.
It isn't something.
It isn't just anything.

I don't wanna say it too many a time;
I don't want it to ever lose it's magic;
it's meaning.

Uncertainties lie ahead;
ironic isn't it:)
adaptations and ever-changing directions;
love fuels life;
sometimes love kills.

I'm speechless;
(:

p.s. I miss janguty! and your thick hair :) haha well at least both of them will grow back eventually. Anyhow; I still like you just they way you are =)

<3