Nothing.

1) shuffle your music to shuffle mode
2) press next for each ques, and right down the song title
3) no matter how lame the ans is, just write it down.HEE!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Choo Choo - Artic Monkeys

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
The Climb- Miley Cyrus (I dont like Miley but the lyrics in the song is awesome!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
That's just What I Like- Paradiso Girls Ft. Will.I.Am

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
I am Stretched on Your Grave- Sinnead O Connor

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Smile- Lily Allen

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Dance,Dance- Fall Out Boy

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
The Blower's Daughter- Damien Rice

WHAT IS 2+2?
Poker Face- Lady Gaga (mamamamama) LOL.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Save You- Simple Plan

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
If You were My Girl- Kevin Lyttle (:D)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Dancin' In The Moonlight- Toploader

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Some Kinda Rush- Booty Luv

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Stand By Me- John Lennon (come die with me) LOL!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Dilemma- Nelly Ft. Kelly Rowland

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Lovebug- Jonas Brothers (only song I love from them)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Lemon Tree- Fool's Garden

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Making Love Out of Nothing At All- Air Supply (wah power sia I can make love VIRTUALLY!!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
We Got The Beat- The Go-Gos

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Teardrops on My Guitar- Taylor Swift
(suckiest feeling is loving someone and having to see them love someone else): )

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Forever- Chris Brown
( used to be my message ringtone for "him" )

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Shoulda Let You Go- Keyshia Cole
( SO TRUE!)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Already Gone- Kelly Clarkson
):

HAIZ.
time to start another long day; I can't wait to spend some quality time with baby and also gfs.
Now I get a taste of the working life and I can't believe I'm gonna face this for the next 4 decades in my life. I shall say I'm all in for an early retirement.

"I'm a train-wreck in the morning, I'm a bitch in the afternoon, every now and then without warning I can be really mean toward you, I'm a puzzle yes indeed ever complex in every way and all the pieces aren't even in the box, yet you see the picture clear as day; I don't know why you love me and that's why I love you; catch me when I fall; Accept me flaws and all"

"I neglect you when I'm working, when I need attention I tend to nag. I'M A HOST OF IMPERFECTION AND YOU SEE PASS ALL THAT."

" You see potential in all my flaws and that's exactly what I mean"

~ and that's why I love you.

You found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
- How could I be a parent without even going through the process to be one??

Do you currently have a crush on someone? Or any feelings at all?
- Nah.

What would you do if you walked in on your best friend having sex?
- WAH!!! *stares and decides should I watch or leave* then walk away.

Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
- I doubt they'd do such a thing; they're my best friend for a good amount of reasons.

What do you miss most about the past?
- Fighting with reen and siha in class.

Did you kiss anyone this summer?
- does in S'pores' humid weather count?

Are you listening to music right now?
- No.

Is any part of you sad at all?
- yeah. idk why.

Do you miss someone right now?
- YES.

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
- (:

Which friend of yours is most similar to you?
- (:

What would be the first thing you would do with 100,000 dollars?
- IDK. sit and organise the money.

Can you commit to one person?
- (:

Are you a mean person?
- If it calls for me to be one.

How bad are heartbreaks?
- Ouh they're nothing; no harm.

Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?
- uhuh.

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
- my bf la; why? LOL! *ok im sleepy*

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
- nothing to complain about.

Is your room ever clean?
- has to be clean!

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
- Anything is ok go to me; but sometimes i like a one-to-one quality time.

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
- Hell yeah!!!!!!!!

Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
- lots of times.

Are you ticklish?
- unfortunately very.

How often do you listen to music?
- when i feel like it.

Do you trust all your friends?
- only a foolish man would trust all and end up getting hurt in the end.

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
- I never do mean it; cause truth be told I care too much; that I don't care is just non-existent in my life.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- maybe.

Did you say "f--k" today?
- amazingly its a no for today.

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails ?
- lips and nails.

Look to the left. What catches your eye first?
- Candle flame.

What was the last thing you ordered at Mcdonalds?
- Double cheeseburger.

Are you thinking about someone right now?
- yeah.

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
- yeah man!

Are any of your close friends virgins?
- Yes.

What are your plans for tomorrow?
- Shooting.

How much money's in your bank account?
- KOSONG!

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
- yes and no.

This is for keeps.

To my one love;

Dear love,
how have things been for you over there?
I'd figured that you're a very busy man,
and I wouldn't want to disturb you in anyway.

Love, somehow I sense that something has been bothering you,
though you try to shun it away from me I do know,
and no I'm not mad or angry in anyway.
I respect your decisions,
yet just know that you do have me here,
right here and I'm here to listen.

Do remember to have your meals;
don't skip them else Mr. Bad ass Gastric will make his attack again.
Ouh!
And whatever it is,
start your day with a smile and end it off with a smile too;
despite the fact that a day might have been crappy;
we'll just hope for better tomorrows (:

Don't think too much;
though I think this would apply to me much more.

and last but not the least,

I love you today, tomorrow and always (:

take care now.

p.s. I'm experimenting with photoshop now; I'm tryna do something. It's a surprise!

ephemeral euphoria

for one's heart shant never be mine,
for ones' heart yearns for another;
spare me one's words..

for one; eyes tell me enough;
as each passing moment;
I see her shadows in ones' eyes;
her touch upon ones' skin;
her name engraved in ones' heart.

but it'll all soon be okay;
maybe somehow someway;
may my love be the cure-
may my love be strong.

Words shan't poison my soul.
for they're just mere words;
nothings meant to last forever;
and in time I've lacked to see it all.

Foolishness hasn't spared me this time round;
yet if denial is what I have
then in denial I shall live.

For I know the truth which resides in one's heart;
that truth that makes it ache;

but I'll stay strong;
though I'm weak.

I'll stay strong.

remember what I'd said before;
we'll let our broken-hearts sing the same tune;
yet do know my love for you is pure.

Life as it is.

Those tiny fingers and toes,
that little breath of air;
those tiny eyes blind;
so tiny;
new and fresh;
innocent;

the taunts;
bullying;
childish games and glares;
giggles and baby fats;
ignorance;
a mind too matured for that moment in life;

stained;
naive;
impatient;
blush and embarrassment;
beauty along with a curse;
used;
fondled;
played;

denial;
truth and lies;
aches;
red;
smiles;
heat;

lust;
denial;
ignorance.

truth;
faith;
peace;
desire;

momentary;
forever;

life's a temporary high;
love sets out to give me a permanent high.
love's the drug;
neither the pill nor nicotine;

they say while it lasts;
then let my selfish self in denial
tell my foolish soul;
this is forever.

another episode of it all?
take my hand in this journey;
and you'll see why I spend my nights
awake;

dreams turn to nightmares;
and not a teardrop spared;
for I care too much for this wretched world;
I love it too much then I should;

but I can't help it;
like an oceans' current;
never ending are my worries and fears.

for I care too much for this world;
for I love too much for this world;

it's me;
just the way I am.

just the way I am.

a Hedonist.

your pain my pain.
your pleasure my pleasure.
your sadness my sadness.

I feel things I shouldn't feel;
see things I shouldn't see.

that's just me.

the pursuit of pleasure in all ways and forms.
I strive for it;
like a madman in love with a dead corpse.

ok I need a dosage of nicotine for this madness.
pardon this post.

alone

It's a world where every man is for himself.

Lovely.

I'd like to dedicate this post to a group of special people;
Bros and Sis' ; and Friends;
whom I've not been meeting up for after such a long time.
I MISS YOU PEOPLE!!!

I know; it may seem as though I've forgotten everyone;
but please do know that I do think about every single one of you every single day.
It may seem as though you've lost my care and concern;
however; I do keep you in my prayers;
hoping that all of you will have a good day ahead.

I may be in the wrong at times;
How much time would one take to send a message to ask another how he or she is doing?
however I am just like any other ordinary human;
and I too have my flaws.

I may not verbally or physically show my care and concern;
and there's so many to love;
therefore I decided that it'd be best to keep all of you in mind and heart.
Where all is fair and just;
for I dare not love anyone more or less.

If ever for once; you'd thought or think that you're forgotten;
please forgive me;
and do know that you are not forgotten.

If time abides;
we'll meet soon after.

just know that you aren't forgotten;
for I know how it feels;
to be left alone despite the fact of having everyone around you
and yet you feel alone.

But truth is we never were alone;
someone had and have always been there.

With Love,
Sabiruna.

Dandy December

So far things have been A.W.E.S.O.M.E :D

4th December 2009
Went out with Mr. Faiz :)
headed down to beach road and thereafter Arab Street to meet Mayhem,
and I do have to admit,
it was nice seeing almost everyone once again:)

pictures courtesy of ziza:)




6th December 2009
Papa called home in the morning;
SSC's Giant had this crazy sale, 1 frozen Sadia Chicken for $1
and 1 packet of Dory fish fillets for $1 too.
Each person was only entitled to 2 packets each,
so headed down with Miss Gendut, Miss Kudut and Mr Cakap Besar to SSC,
and we got 10 packets of each!

Papa then belanja-ed us roti prata for breakfast;
whilst on the way home;
I suggested that we'd head to the swimming pool today;
papa grinned widely.

AND WE DID!
It was great fun:)
Though the two little ones are such panicky lil children;
at least Miss Gendut has learnt how to relax and float:)

and papa swims so beautifully;
he swims pretty gracefully for a man his teddy- bearish size:)

What a way to end my weekends;
just one word:)
LOVELY.
(in a failed attempted british accent)

It's just like that.

Random Facts of the day!

1. I rarely like typing my name out as Sabiruna, I'd rather type it out as sabiruna.
2. I hate and love using CAPS it's a love-hate thing.
3. I've got a fetish for ears and necks and arms.
4. I like cats with that "v" shape on their backs.
5. I dance in my room alone when I'm bored.
6. If I could I would love to try to jump off and climb everything around me.
7. I think I've got a bad fashion sense though I can't really be bothered with; I love the way I dress.
8. EVEN HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL PROMOTES SEX -.-"
9. Whatever happened to those innocent movies children should watch??
10. I'M SO BORED!
11. I'M SO FAT!
12. DAMN I'M SHALLOW.
13. HAHA! I'm CRAZY. VERY CRAZY!
14. I NEED HELP. SANITY!!!!!

One chance,
to prove me wrong;
one chance already gone.
All is same.

Nothing changes...
Tired of it all.
sick of it all.

Why is it all being so difficult?
Why is it all being so hard to believe.

Of what is left for me to hold on to,
when it never did exist.