Happenings.

My head lies to my heart
And my heart it still believes
It seems the ones who love us are the ones
That we deceive
But you're changing everything
You're changing everything in me

I love you.
yes I really do;
help me; save me from my self-destruction.
I'm falling hard and I don't know if I'll be able to pull through this;

so please don't break this fragile pathetic heart;
the feelings they're coming back;
but I still need this numbness;
I'm afraid.

be my strength;

but I do know;
I love you.
I love you my close stranger.

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It's time for me to take a step back,
to say goodbye,
these 5 years of my life with NCC
has been great;
but I fear I won't be doing a good job;
for all the commitments I shall and will
have to shoulder.

So this is goodbye.
I will be back someday when all is good;
when I get things right.

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school term has started;
and I am trying to be enthusiastic.
I've got this silly intuitive feeling going on;
that something is going to happen.

And I will explode and rebel;
and I will not lose the fight.

This is it;
It' either make or break.

and I hate giving up and failing.
I'm all out on this one.

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It's back to those good old days;
where gymming and jogging was almost everything.
I'm back.

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time to find my spiritual self again;
I don't wanna lose it.

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Know what I ain't got nothing to hide,
Faiz, I Love You.

~Sabiruna

"One succeeds with patience; and success comes with patience"