Friday, October 2, 2009

Mrs Emo Whiterobe

1st October 2009

Mrs Emo Whiterobe.

Met up with Ah Pek again(: So we met at Causeway Point; when Apek said “Lets just walk around to look for shades.” What I heard was, “Lets just walk around to look for shytes” LOL!! Damn. I’m still as blur as always I guess.

And Apek’s bicycle was still in the repair shop, cause it’s “chains got a little rusty”. HAHA! Finally at John Little, we found shades, and I agree with you Apek, policemen shades don’t go with YA! You know, you know why?? Cause you gotta get the ones with a thick gold frame (y). AND finally decided that the brown one went better with Apek, my reason; it suits Apek’s skin tone and hair colour and Apek was like “Ouh so if I were to dye my hair silver I can pull off this chrome one la!” HAHA, tsk at you Apek.

Finally started our “emo” conversations at some random block! Talked and Talked. I think I talk too much. And I cracked up about the “BJ” thing haha BJ in Apek terms is “Bau Jantan” something like Guys BO. HAH again I was blur for a moment.

Then we took the bus 961 to Ngee Ann. It was SUPER fast! I’m going to take that bus to school once school re-opens. And Apek was like “public” *sighs . What to do he misses his bicycle, he cycles everyway so without it he kinda feels “BANG BANG BANG TREET CHING!”

When we reached NP Apek headed out into the wilderness of NP. Nowhere to be seen at all! And as I was about to climb the stairs to the Muay Thai clubhouse, I saw FIANY!!! HIPPY BABE I SO MISS YA!!!! Ran up and she went up the granstand steps and we were like HUGGING AND SCREAMING AND JUMPING AROUND! BABE so glad to see you again I swear(:

Training killer today! I’ve never perspired like that before till now, my sweat looked like tears rolling down my cheeks! HAHA. And after so long FINALLY I SPARRED! Fiany babe is so fierce with her kicks, KILLER. I love your knees and whip kicks): I suck at this. MY legs are just so LAZY! Damn. TRAIN SABI TRAIN!!!

After which I said my goodbyes, Yuan Xi, Han and Saunders. Asked if we were going off or?? I said someone’s waiting and they were like guy or girl?? And I said guy they were like OOOHHHH, BF arh?? LOL! Funny guys can’t wait to see you guys on Tuesday again! Whoopie Doo!

Hugged Fiany goodbye and Apek appeared from the wilderness of NP! Took 52 to Bishan, MCDONALDS MCDONALDS! Hahaha, I was super hungry, but once I got the McChicken in with a dose of fries I was damn full, super duper full. Despite the fact that I am pretty much a big eater, I’ve just been losing my appetite lately, no idea why. Met Apek’s bicycle friends, they were super friendly really easy going(:

And how the day ended: I headed home on the mrt bumped into Azuwan (I think it’s spelt that way) in the mrt, wave and said hello. AND headed HOME! Mrs Emo Whiterobe was really silent that night, and Apek is happy about his repaired bicycle. And I “so don’t miss this apek”. (:
Thanks for the lovely day. And don’t emo else do the 10seconds thing and then do your psychopath smile! I know there’s a lot of stuff running through that mind of yours. You don’t say nor show but I’ll always know. Just like that crush thing I was talking about! Haha!

I’m falling again, and I fear much too much, I don’t want anything to crumble it’s beautiful just the way it is already. I hope you know. A risk I could take but wouldn’t want to take for nothing is permanent and everything just fades away eventually. Yet it’s all coming back to me, like poison it creeps slowly into this heart. And I can’t ignore it. For you and I know; or maybe it’s just me? Yet I’ve grown so numb the feelings seemed to have toned down, it’s under control and I can’t let my heart in. I can’t despite the fact that I want to. I’m tied down, my hands are tied down to this fate and I’m bound in a bed of roses; beautiful yet wincing from its thorns.

You know you’ll always have me when you need an intellectual conversation; a psychopathic day, someone to cheer each other up, 10 seconds to emo with, a smoking kaki, someone to tease you and threatens to trying her combos on you, someone to accommodate Mrs Emo Whiterobe in the middle on the night on T days, someone just to be there for you. (:

“Taking life so easy from here, I’m here. It’s all up in arms, and something will never change, but I’m okay”.

~ Yang Benar,
Sabiruna.

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